Has not denied that he is a complicated man, complex character, very cold and very hot.
Now just discover complicated, is behind the lonely lonely, hard words. Always, a lonely.
Very strange, I often smile, laugh out loud, very not accord with etiquette, laugh very destroyed image, very MeiXinMeiFei. Coach Madison Brown Op Art Tote With Tassels
Just, often laughing later, silent, for them, terrible silence.
Really, very strange, I don't like talking to say it every day, said most words upset, I don't like to laugh every day, but laughing, everyone will say that I'm happy, and I also think they are happy.
But, strange, why am I in the large group between friends in silence, suddenly flung found the window that tree overnight yellow marked the sorrow, and the time to go out on the road with the transformation of seeing the lights suddenly forget to talk, looking at those vacant street spreads to follow them suddenly stopped together vacant...
But, everyone still say I'm happy. Yeah, in every happiness and sadness days, I'll just laugh, regrettablly, laugh at people then happy.
The original definition of happiness, conceal his sadness is for everyone to smile.
But it is very tired. Now just know, laughter can also make a person tired...
In fact, laughter is sometimes because of loneliness. Laugh just because of efforts to evade those empty and upset.
Sometimes, will also wonder, why you lonely.
Then, try to find the answers. Then, can not find the answer, continue to lonely, a lonely.
I don't know how long, maybe a year, loneliness, three years for a lifetime. In fact a lifetime of time also is very short very short.
But if, can not find that let oneself no longer lonely person, a person always lonely be down, lifetime is very long.
Now, often yourself a man sitting by the window, watching, want to. Look at those walking down the street people, it's very urgent. Want to those who once memories, very weak, but it is true.
Even lost things, like time, like friendship, like love. But remember, still very happy they ever existed. Bygone and not lose, had already, also is a kind of happiness.
Happiness, and should be that bittersweet taste it.
I'm a selfish man. Maybe the person to say, lonely it is selfish.
Because of their own too little things may not so generous to forget, selfishly to remember each of their own story, happy, sad, love, hate, selfish memory, shaers in there is their feelings, won't forget. Coach Madison Brown Op Art Zip Top Tote 44800
Once do miss many things, said miss a lot of things, some things today still cannot go up, some things, some words today will still continue to do wrong continue to say the wrong. I also know that some things are not a "sorry" can desalt, some explanation is will be viewed as conceal, was a lie, is going to be people who criticised the machine-made lines.
However, even that one word lines, a word with my thought out is, and his own life stage I won't copying others' script, even an explanation and apology, that also is to belong to one of my chapter.
Children already passed the age, still make some mistakes of children. Then, a fairy tale, side while belief that himself had grown up, then, the contradiction, only, a person's lonely.
Sorting themselves this time, every day in the farewell and began to some some pain pain.
Very afraid of a person alone, but an obsession with one lonely.
Sometimes, very grateful, they need the people around me, I will almost unconditionally promised them.
But, also very silent, his lonely, they never know, didn't intervene. Among them suddenly feel lonely, they will only continue to own topic. Like free in a world of his own, suddenly feel and they so far, they are like another world, carefree child, faded away, but not someone reminded of your hand, call you know.
This kind of feeling, lonely.
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